This painting was part of my 2021 solo show, Palace of Nowhere at J Rinehart Gallery in Seattle, WA. The inspiration for the show came from the experience of being lost in the North Cascades mountains among dense fog and rain. Unknowingly, we had turned around 180 degrees from where we thought we were.
Not able to see much of anything, we were in that point of nothingness in the midst of being as described by mystic Thomas Merton. And once we stopped seeking, we found our way.
In this painting, the fullness of abstracted mountains and limitless dense waters recall for me those moments, not of being lost, but being found and discovering union within the void.
The white lines, sometimes window-like, create a sense of destination but also of detachment. The Palace of Nowhere is there to find, but we must first lose ourselves in the seeking.